I had a miserable & upset wkend. A wkend filled wif arguments & tears. It was all due to a stupid incident tat spoilt my wkend mood. It happened on Sat afternoon.
After darling & i off work, he wanted to go cut his hair. We went to his usual hair salon. It was packed wif pple & the auntie said had to wait abt 45 min. We did not wan to wait tat long so decided to go to another salon.
When we reached another salon, there was only 1 customer so we went in. Darling told the auntie he wanted a hair wash plus cut.
The salon had a specified person to wash customers' hair. She's a gal in her twenties & dressed in a v-neck spaghetti top & mini skirt. Maybe she was dressed like tat to attract customers, who knows? Anyway, itz none of my business the way she dressed. But wat she has done made me wonder wat's the scope of her job.
Darling sat down & she started to scrub his hair. She was oso massaging his scalp & neck. I was juz sitting beside him reading a magazine. I was fine wif tat coz many hair salon did massage customers' scalp & neck other than juz washing the hair.
I was browsing thru my magazine & when i turned after a while, i saw the gal happily massaging darling's back. After tat she massaged his shoulders & arms.
She was practically touching his back, shoulders & arms. Instantly my face changed. Wat the hell was she doing? She was supposed to b juz washing the hair, the most i could accept was massaging of the scalp & neck. Not to the extent of massaging other parts. She's not a masseuse ok. She was massaging & washing darling's hair for 25 min!
I was really pissed off. I did not confront her or else it would only embarrass everyone. I kept quiet & juz let myself be upset. After the haircut, we left. I asked him later in the car y he allowed tat gal to massage, he could juz say he did not wan it. He told me he thought itz part of the service so did not say anything. He did not realise tat it could made me so upset.
We ended up arguing & i was tearing whenever i thought of the gal massaging him. My reaction was super big. He tried to talk to me but i was so angry tat i ignored him for the whole of Sat's afternoon till Sun's nite.
We only patched up last nite & went for dinner 2gether.He told me he won't go back to tat hair salon anymore, he's scared i would b jealous again. I know maybe to some pple, itz juz a small matter but to me itz not.
Darling... if u r reading my blog... i wanna tell u:
I admit tat i can get very jealous easily. But i believe this is the normal reaction for someone who is so much in love. I care for u & love u very much, tat's y i will b jealous. I dun like other gals to have any physical contact wif u & i m sure u will feel the same if u r in my shoes.
Itz not tat i dun have trust in u. I guess itz juz me not having enough confidence in myself. I m so afraid tat 1 day, u will juz fall in love wif another gal. I cannot imagine myself without u, how will my life be?
Sometimes when we quarrel badly, i will say "let's not b 2gether anymore". But believe me i only say those words out of anger, itz not for real. Dun let other pple strain our realtionship anymore ok? I dun like to quarrel wif u, i like u to sayang me. Our love surely can withstand obstacles rite?
I believe tat our love is a special kind of love. Itz a bond tat tied us 2gether for the rest of our lives.
Our luv begins on 22/3/2002
ROM on 21/12/2004
Wedding on 23/12/2006
Our Little Prince: Soh Le Yu Zenden
Date Of Birth: 17/12/2007
Place Of Birth: Thomson Medical Centre
Time Of Birth: 8:03am
Length At Birth: 47cm
Weight At Birth: 2.335kg
Mode Of Delivery: Natural without epidural
Our Little Prince: Soh Jun Yu Rayden
Date Of Birth: 3/7/2010
Place Of Birth: Thomson Medical Centre
Time Of Birth: 11:53am
Length At Birth: 45cm
Weight At Birth: 2.575kg
Mode Of Delivery: Natural with epidural
Wish 1: To live happily ever after wif dear
Wish 2: Have a beautiful home of our own
Wish 3: Have cute little babies
Wish 4: My loved ones will b safe & happy
Wish 5: A new Honda Airwave
Wish 6: An external hard disk
Wish 7: A new Sony Vaio laptop
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